As I reached to close the curtain Out of the corner of my eye I saw myself. Not as a reflection in the window, Instead, I was walking down the road, Coming toward my house. I was alone. I was younger. No, older. I wanted to get in. To come inside – my life. The life that goes by in an instant. The life I hear as I listen to my sons weave tales from their bunkbeds at night, The life I see as I watch them run barefoot through the grass, The life I smell when my baby comes out of his bath, The life I taste - sticky Popsicle kisses dripping in the sun. The altogether chaos of my sons – of my life. Until in what seems to be a fleeting moment All is at once quiet, serene, alone. Over.
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